Just Something

I'm having a hard time reporting what I'm learning here. There's so much and I just don't know how to word everything. I hope it's ok with everyone if this blog isn't largely detailed. God is good, all the time. He allows things to happen for a reason. A revaluation I had I think this week was about change. I keep thinking about how much fun I'm having here and wishing it could last longer, but what I thought was, wait a minute, I thought this a lot of times before. On my trip to Europe I wished it could last longer. When I lived  in Cochran I thought it would last longer. But when I look back now I'm glad it ended so that I could be where I am now. I don't think I have thought of it that way. This time is nice and fun, but what's to come could be better. These times are to be treasured, not held onto. I think, at least. Now all I have to do now is walk in that. It will be hard going back, but I know that it probably might have to happen. I love Japan and I keep wishing I could stay forever. Maybe that's what will happen. But God has to open that door and lead me. He may lead me somewhere different. I might be sad but he will give me a heart for wherever he leads me. As a missionary or just a family person. ((Honestly, I don't know if I want to be a full on missionary. Idk. Whatever god wants.)) we are always missionary's wherever we go but you know what I mean. God is good. All the time.